★Starstruck★

Date: Sunday, February 1, 2009
Posted at: 6:21 PM

Yes, I can be your friend..BUT I don't wish to talk about our relationship anymore. That's the PAST. Now, both of us have different life. I don't wana know about your life anymore. It makes me cry. Same goes to you. I don't think so you wana know what I've been up to lately. You don't need to know about my life cause right now, I am dating someone else. If I were to tell you, I guess you'll just breakdown. Why should you call me yesterday night when you're out with another girl? What's your intention actually? You still asked me to meet up if I was outside. Do you think I wana meet up with you when both of us are with someone else? It will definitely be a straight NO. When I sms you at 1.00plus in the morning asking whether you're still outside, you can jolly well just reply me by saying, YES. That's all. But no, you still can say that you're enjoying the breeze with Riana. I don't wana know all that JAS. Seriously. Why should you elaborate all that? Sengaja nak sakitkan hati orang kan? I guess next time when I'm out with Safuan, I shall say, I'm enjoying my life with him now. Mesti kau tak suka kan? Apasal kau kena buat macam gini?

You might think that I've moved on, but you don't even know what I'm thinking and how I felt when you keep on blaming me that I was the one who DUMPED you. Yes my friends, he said that I'm the one who DUMPED him. I BASTARD him. And please use your common sense that, since we are not together, you don't need to call my house looking for me. Do you know that you had create a conflict between my parents and me?! My mom had been asking me whom I've been going out with the past few days and where's Jasrino. I don't want them to know about all this. This is just not the right time. You really put me in deep trouble, do you know that?

All of these really make me so stress all day long and my life is becoming like a piece of shit. I've never been in this kind of situation before. Who was there for me when I'm like this?

Poly Friends and Safuan.

I should be thankful to them for being there for me when I was on the verge of giving up everything.

They always makes me totally forget about this relationship issue.

They brought back my happiness.

I don't know how to thank all of you.

Thank you sooo much people.

*hugs*